1. |
Hold My Head
02:57
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(previously released : 01/04/14)
hold my head in your arms
tell me everything's okay
i'm filled with anxiety in this uncertain world
i feel like a helpless boy
in this fucked up place
i don't want to feel bad
for living my life this way
this body is strange
but it covers the fear i feel
on the inside
of my soul.
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2. |
Soft Skin
02:36
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(previously unreleased : 07/??/15)
(song was written and originally performed in a temporary band i was in called the golden moons! this is a solo version i made sometime within the time i was forming the full band version.)
covered in a blanket of bricks
i've got soft skin and anxious bones
surrounded in fog the mist
i'm searching for clarity
in our hunger for happiness
does it lead us astray
into the briar patch
tattered and torn
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3. |
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(previously released : 05/27/15)
so grateful for the things that i do have
regardless of how little and insignificant
i feel so little and insignificant
in this big world of ours
ours to treasure, not destroy
less we destroy ourselves
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4. |
Current Days
02:06
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(previously released : 12/14/12)
nothing i do ever makes sense to you
i've gotta' keep my feet moving
and i've gotta' keep heart beating
and how do you do?
i've been quite blue
what's hovered over me
has moved onto you?
and i know this clutter, this mess
it's just a sign of distress
i've put my arms up in the air
and shouted i don't care
shouted i don't care
shouted i don't care
but we all really do
but we all really do
it's just not fair
it's just not fair
and i've learned to deal with it
i've learned to deal with it
that's just life
that's just life
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5. |
Little Moth
01:18
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(previously release : 12/16/15)
little moth
laying on the floor
dying
little world
spinning
fast, faster
you don't know what's gonna' happen next
little moth lying there on the floor dead
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6. |
Hopeless & Helpless
01:58
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(previously released : 12/14/12)
too many words exit my mouth
and too many thoughts stay
it's better to write sounds out
then let them stray
i'm learning on how to feel
when things go bad, okay?
this constant interuption
for twenty two years
i'm still holding on
even though i'm hopeless and helpless
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7. |
Child
01:37
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(previously released : 01/04/14)
i'm an adult.
am i an adult?
i am a kid?
i am a kid.
what's your problem?
can't you just be nice?
what my problem?
i just can't get it right.
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8. |
Into the Leaves
05:46
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(previously released : 12/16/15)
bury me
into the leaves among the trees
i will fade away, away
bury me into the leaves
sinking into the ground
far away from people
far away from people
the good i'll miss
the bad, the bad
bury me into the trees
far away from people
into a hundred years
i will be the earth
the deer grazing on me
the birds fluttering grass
over my body that is the earth
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9. |
Never Give Up
02:27
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(previously released : 12/14/12)
no it's not that easy
no it's not that easy
never give up
never give up
never give up
never give up
someday we'll all find a way
to make our hearts happy
i'm sure i'll find it
i'm sure i'll find it
i'm sure i'll find it
and you can find me where it's lush and green
concrete beams and water to my knees
to my knees
never give up
never give up
never give up
never give up
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10. |
Restless
06:16
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(previously unreleased : ??/??/??)
improvisational words i can't remember. feeling pretty restless all the time.
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11. |
Winter
01:35
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(previously released : 12/16/15)
winter is coming
winter is here
oh god
my mind is already shit
i'm trying to survive
oh mind
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12. |
Be Brave
02:15
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(previously released : 5/7/13)
feeling so sick
all the time
but it's nice to be outside
where you feel earth under your feet
wait a second, there you go again
leaving me behind
how do you forget so easily?
and there's always a whisper of doubt in your mind
and there's always a whisper of doubt in mine
there's nothing left to do but hold on tight.
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13. |
Schefflera
03:04
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(previously released : 12/16/15)
melatonin lets be friends
and help my stupid
fucking head
get some rest, rest
get some rest, rest
water lets be friends
and hydrate me and all my plants
cuz' i don't wanna die,
i don't wanna die
i don't wanna die
i don't want all my plants to die
little schefflera
soaking up all the sun
and sansevieria
growing so tall and strong
soak up that sun
grow tall and strong
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14. |
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(previously released : 12/14/12)
wrote you a letter
put it in your mailbox
cut up the paper
to make something better
looked at the sky
but it had no answer
question me why
but there is only sighs
so i've decided just to take my bike and my luck
to the woods
and bury everything i know
i've got no choice
i've got no choice
i've got no choice
but to feel out of luck
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15. |
Thank You
02:27
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(previously released : 07/??/15, then removed from the world some time in 2016)
i want to thank you
for having a beautiful
heart and soul
so shed those tears
i don't want you sad my dear
i want to thank you
for being such a beautiful soul
thank you
i wanna thank you for being beautiful on the inside
shed those tears
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16. |
These Four Walls
01:56
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(previously released 12/14/12)
living inside these four walls
makes me sad and disgusted
because it's not a place where i wanna' be.
the worlds a beautiful place
i know for sure
the words from that beautiful face
i wanna' hear more
i want fresh air and new roof
i wanna' struggle on my own
no one to bring me down
not even myself
i won't live your destructive life
and i don't wanna give a damn about you anymore
so i will push myself out the door
and i don't wanna give a damn about you anymore
so i will push myself right out the fucking door
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17. |
Trying
02:11
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(previously released : 12/16/15)
walking in the rain
taking my time
slow
i'm trying to decompress my brain
from all that bothers me in this world
and i'm trying
not to be so down at everything
it's work, it's hard
it's work, it's hard work
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18. |
12.31
04:12
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(previously released : 12/31/16)
light a candle
pour a glass of water
look outside the window
outside below
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19. |
Gauche
01:55
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(previously unreleased - ??/??/??)
i'm just the boy, the awkward one
who can't form coherent sentences
i'm just the wallflower you forgot to water
i spent the last few days wondering existence
i spent the whole summer feelings all alone
it's okay, it gets better
i'll blush under the autumn weather
go to weird parties
and not even care
it's whatever
whatever
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